You've really surprised me. I thought I knew who you were. I knew you were changing because of the things you were going through, but I didn't see that THIS was who you were becoming.

You lost control and you messed up badly. You did thousands of dollars in damages and I'm still finding sticky places on my carpet 6 months later. On top of that, you acted like trashing my apartment in a drunken fit was no big deal. You didn't even feel the need to make a formal apology. Suddenly it's not worth it? I don't get to be mad when you pull that shit? After all that I went through for you, you can't even admit when you've taken things too far. I was there for you when no one could stand to be. I've seen you in a state that would scare the people you call your friends these days. I've always gone above and beyond for you. I've always put you first. I can see that this friendship is over. It could never be even close to the way it was, apology or no apology. That is a pity, because we really had something. Either way, I at least deserve one.


This is what I get, I suppose. Maybe this is who you are now. Maybe you're putting yourself before me, now. That's fine. It's time for me to get over it.

I've got no time for feeling sorry.

What a terrible day.